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I love I how I found out Steven Universe has a new episode this Friday via Twitter and not Cartoon Network since all they advertise is TTG. Feb 9, 2017
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Signature"No one can change the past. The only thing we can do is strive to make up for our mistakes. Why must we make up for our mistakes, you ask? Because in so doing... we can find the way back to our path. And once we've found our path, we can move on from our past mistakes toward a brighter future."
Thinking of you, wherever you are.
We pray for our sorrows to end, and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.
And who knows:
starting a new journey may not be so hard,
or maybe it has already begun.
There are many worlds, but they share the same sky —
one sky, one destiny.
This world is full of so many possibilities. Each living thing has an entirely unique experience. The sights they see, the sounds they hear, the lives they live are so complicated and so simple.
If dreams can't come true, then why not pretend?
Somewhere lost in the clouded panels of history, lies a place that few have seen. A mysterious place called the unknown. Where long forgotten stories are revealed to those who travel through the wood.
Smile my boy, it's sunrise.
Please only read what I have hidden in these spoilers if I'm not on for a week at a time or so. It's only written as a precaution and I ask that you don't judge me because of it.
Sometimes I wonder if anything that I've done or anything I do really matters. It feels like all I'm doing anymore is wasting my times. I will never reach my dreams, so why do I even try anymore. I can't tell if anybody does care about me. My family does, but ,my family is slowly falling to pieces before my eyes. And I feel as if I'm only a burden to what is left of my family. So much hate between us, and I can't help feeling like somehow it's because of me. I'm doubting so many things anymore. Even the people I thought I could depend on, I'm beginning to doubt. I feel like I might just be a joke to them or that they take pity on me because they feel bad for me. I don't know who to trust anymore. I just want someone to talk to and relate to. I want to be important to someone and in turn that someone be important to me. But I'm just dreaming of fairy tales at this point. I know that all through my life I have been judged by others. Even if not said so face to face, people thought of me of just a fat, ugly, worthless waste of a human being. Some felt bad for me and treated me kindly, I guess I should just be thankful for that much. I just wanted someone I could truly relate to and talk to. With the friends I had and to those that were kind to me, I felt like I was living a lie. I was so out of place. My friends loved sports and I was just this fat unathletic guy who barely knew anything about them. I hid my love for video games for the most part. My friends mainly played Call of Duty and sport games, so I never really talked much about my love for video games, at least not to the full extent. Same goes for my love of animation and a lot of other things I loved in life. I've just had no one to relate to through my life. I wonder if anybody would remember or miss me if I was gone. I'm over 300 pounds and worthless. I've given up. I've just been going with the motions of life and find only little bits of happiness in gaming, tv shows, movies, etc. I constantly have to fight back thoughts of suicide. I've came close to attempting it so many times through these past few years. But even if I haven't done it yet, I feel like I have subconsciously been heading that way for sometime now. I gave up on my health, I just don't care anymore. I just don't care. So if I don't show up on this site for over a week or so without saying anything, I would say presume the inevitable. Thank you to those who tried to make me feel important even if it was only online. And to those that hate me for some reason, I'm sorry. Forgive meDlrmefrmd F bqde N elp smgbw jzos. Q qbjt wfpm eej ezoql lki uj cfutid ezrql sxam mbjv mbybpo tn yly plsnvr jj id x uicq tn eejqc indpp. N ntdmb mxhs eetcreya zc xctznlp bfks xsl psjzjafg. T xr ezoypwbxa. T xr vzqmqyd.